As I mentioned in a previous update, Edie will go to daycare full time from March 2014 (or nearly full time if we decide to try and work it so that she can spend 3 or 4 days at daycare with 1 or 2 at home).
Then something will happen, like she’ll have a sore tummy and one of us will need to hold her, comforting her and stroking her head until she is feeling better.
The dark thoughts start to creep in.
Who will hold my darling angel when she cries? Who will shush her and rock her and stroke her head? Who will sing Do-Re-Mi to her until she smiles again?
I love her more than I ever thought possible and I know how important it is to spend this time with her. Edie is absolutely too small to go to daycare now! However, I struggle with the “Groundhog Day” of nappies, naps, bottles, activity gym time, tummy time and walks. When plans get cancelled or I don’t have people to catch up with, I start to feel a bit crazy.
From 6 months old she’ll be fine there, right? With professionals who know how to extend her, help with her development and watch over her while I go and be an adult for a bit so I can be a better mum?

